I’m like a three legged dog,
I’ve got family, friends and mates,
But no love!
Funny thing, love,
Like a mug with no beer,
My life without love
Is senseless!
Trough pain, loss and sorrow,
I’ve passed but,
As a tree seeing the river flow
At her feet,
I see my life washing by
I grow weary of solitude,
I hate it,
But at the same time,
I nurture it for some reason
I feel I’ve much to give,
But am like a corked bottle,
Lots of pressure inside,
No way out,
Hope it’s champagne :)
All I know is I am thirsty for
Love
Knowledge
Sharing
Experiences
Seeing the world through another person eyes
But that doesn’t come
Falling down on your lap
I feel like I’ve been
Sent to this world
Without a fricken manual
Like some damaged good
Being self-aware can be a bitch,
I don’t necessarily wish not to know
That sometimes
I’m an absolute prick!
Useful when
Your feel good
In your own skin
But pure shit
When you’re
In the bottom of a fucking latrine
And now,
I face my deepest fear,
To lose the life of a loved one,
The one I’ve battled the most,
Is now deathly ill
His illness is an elusive and treacherous foe
And for once,
I’m not the one doing the fighting
I’m spectator, a plowing statue
Watching helpless at a gruesome show
But I know
He’ll come out fighting
And like many good people have said
We shall overcome!
So shall I,
From the deepest fires of my hearth
I will find my so called Princess
Just hope it’s before I’m 90!
To all of you
Who spat on me,
Who tried to ruin my life
I’m still here,
I’m still living
So go fuck yourselves
To all those
I’ve hurt
I ask not for your comprehension
But your forgiveness
Today or to day of my death,
Forgive me!
To all ghost of my past,
Scars of my life,
Leave me be,
Allow me a second change
Allow me to kickstart my life
And to get back on track
I’ve too long
Dead living.
From now on
I’ll keep trying
To fix my icy hearth
Only one man can stop me!
I’m him!
